Clinical just started last week, and it was hell, more worse than last time.

I'm in orthopedic ward now, attending to those patients who went for surgery.They are like so fragile that i'm scared that i will hurt them further more.The clinical instructor told me if i hurt them further they might need to go for another surgery again.Oh my god la, so i can help them with their basic needs, food and hygiene.The patients there are fairly good, maybe they are from B1 class, higher class people.But, they don't really dare to let us attend to them, as we are only students.Even if they dare, they also scared scared.And the staff nurses there, they are even worse.They don't even trust us, only ask us to do sai kang, shit, urine and everything only know how to call us to settle for them.We are there to learn dressing, not there to learn how to serve bedpans.Irritating people.

Still got 7 more days, i can't stand it anymore ! :(

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥