1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Forehead

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
A little giddy, as I'm still on the road to recovery.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Jenny

4. Will you consider yourself to be spoiled?
A little?

5. Will you ever donate blood?
I wanted to, but I don't even have enough blood for myself!!!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex (boy because I am a girl)?
Yup, loads of them.

7. Do you want someone dead?
Myself, does it count?

8. What does your last text message say?
Well, you may think that I wouldn't treat you as my friend, or sister. But frankly speaking, I still will. Give a day or two, it will sure to turn out fine.

9. What are you thinking of right now?
Sleeping

10. Do you wish someone is with you right now?
Him (:

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
2.30am

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now?
My auntie gave it to me

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Him definitely, he's always on my mind (:

14. Who was the last person to text you?
Stephanie

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Today's the last day of 2008.What a great year man, I got most of my things that I've always wanted.A bicycle, a laptop, a great boyfriend, and a bunch of besties.So here are my new year resolutions:

• Start my Poly life
• Get a motor license
• Be more caring towards the 2 old people in my family
• A more healthy lifestyle, sleep early and wake up early
• Hopefully quit smoking

Tonight I will be working at 8.30, which is like so late!! Will be spending my last moments of 2008 with J, YL and "giraffe" and all the customers in Mac.And and and, my birthday's coming in 5 days time!! Woohoo!!

Well, it may be early now but I still want to wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Loads Of "aNtZ"

Li Hia

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Supposed to work today, but didn't go cause I was feeling lazy, so I spend the day mostly at home.I'm feeling much better compared to the last few days.Thank goodness for that!! I was so lifeless a few days back due to my fever, bad mood all the way, didn't want to do anything except to sleep and sleep.I haven't fell sick for a very long period of time, at least 1 year plus.At least god still dotes on me, let me feel better before my birthday comes, ha!!

Went to the newly-opened Sembawang Shopping Centre at night with my parents.The new shopping mall looks more neat and new now, with bright lights outside to attract the people from afar.Quite alot of shops still not opened yet, so wait till Feb2009 then!! Back to the topic, as I was saying, I went there with my parents, my Dad wanted to buy a gift as my birthday present so we walked around.I decided that I wanted to buy a headphone as my previous one spoiled.Went to Challenger but couldn't find any an apple of my eyes.My Mum looked unhappy though, asking, "Are we going home?".Maybe she thinks that buying things for me is a watse of money? So I got pissed off and told my Dad I wanted to go home, and no more present-hunting.My Dad sensed my unhappiness and when we reached home, he gave me fifty bucks to get whatever I wanted.Thanks Dad. (:

I have to work closing for cafe tomorrow, I'm finished, store closes at 3am, how am I going to survive through? Pray hard for me, peeps.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

I've been neglecting this blog for so long, okay, 3 days might not considered long huh? Been sick from friday night till now, still having a slight fever right now, and my throat damn f**king painful.Got to know that quite a lot of people in store fell sick, virus!! Haven't fell sick for such a long time so kinda hard for me to tolerate.For the past 3 days all I did was sleeping, sleeping and more sleeping.My eyelids felt so heavy after taking the medicine, but my parents kept pulling me out of bed.AARRGGHH!!!


Though I'm sick, still manage to attend crew outing today.Actually don't want to go but come to think of it, this would be my last crew outing with them so why not?

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way!! Merry Christmas!! But I'm not merry at all?

Reached home around 8 in the morning, damn exhausted, miracle that I could still make my way back home.I spent the night with him and Eugene sleeping on a mat.I didn't sleep too much though, the weather's too cold for a person with "coldphobia" like me.So I just laid on the mat watching others' activities.The three of us were like a zombie when we left East Coast Park.

I work at 3 today so I planned to wake up around 1 plus, but who knows I slept till 4.30!! Woke up with a fright and quickly rushed down to work, called the store and lucky it's "giraffe" who answered the phone.Everything seems so blur to me when I worked.I did cafe today cause Shah was sick.I didn't even realised that the water leaked out from the franke machine untill I almost slipped and fall.Half a beat slower due to insufficient sleep I guessed.Today is the first time I was so exhausted that I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone.Too tired to talk unless there's a need to or people asked me questions.

Actually I wanted to give him the persent I bought for him but I reaches store too late and he's already gone home.A little disappointed though, wanted to see him badly as today's christmas, thought that seeing him could make me feel more energetic.Wonders if he has bought any present for me?

I didn't get my Edward Cullen from Santa. ):

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Same like other day, I worked and worked.Didn't get to see him for 2 days, missed him quite much actually.Apart from him that's on my mind, I've been thinking of one thing, TWILIGHT!!!The scene kept repeating in my mind!!

I'm sooooo in love with ROBERT PATTINSON!!! He's so CUTE!!!
(sorry to him, hehe)


KRISTEN STEWART and ROBERT PATTINSON.They look so hot together.Lucky her, man.


Well, must understand that there's no vampires in this world.Although I wished that there might be one out there in the other part of the world that's like EDWARD?

Wonder if my wish from Santa would come true? Probably not huh?

PS: 3 more days to Christmas!!

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Went to watch "Twilight" today.Damn nice!! People who watched it told me it'e disappointing but I find it okay although some parts from the book have been cut off. The only thing that disappoint me was Edward treated Bella as sweet as a girl would ever dreamed to have, but it was not so in the movie? But they were still like a love-birds in the movie and I was like,how I wished I had a vampire boyfriend like Edward!! Doesn't need to sleep, doesn't need to eat, the speed, the strength, the ever-changing coloured eyes and the power to read what's on people's mind.Oh my goshh!! I'm falling deeply in love with Edward Cullen!! At first I don't find him hot or cute, but after I watched the movie, he was like, OH MY GOD!! TOTALLY HOT!! He was the guy every girl would dreamed to have!!

Loads Of "aNtZ"

Li Hia

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Didn't have enough sleep for the past few days, always slept at 4 plus in the morning.Late for work for almost day, lucky that the managers never take any actions.Don't know why there's so many customers these few days.I've worked kitchen for the past few days and it there's non-stop of working.Busy busy busy.Tired me out like hell.And the people they always give me were those considered "useless", rarely those aces, so it tires me out even more!!

PS:5 more days to Christmas!!

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Got quite a bad day today, as I said, there will always be a idiot who always spoil my mood.

NS quarrelled with YL yesterday.She complained to me and kept insisting that YL was rude to her.But I was like thinking, yesterday I was the one who worked hard, kept dressing the bun for her and all she does was just putting the patties and wrap the burger.Got quite pissed off with her actually.I understand that she's old and we have to give in to her but not always right? She, Xiao Li, GK and me did kitchen today.The whole atmosphere was very tense, like a volcano about to erupt anytime.NS was in a foul mood GK joined in.They always chit chat chit chat and forget about their work, and when things goes wrong they will start blaming people around them.NS's foul mood influenced mine and GK.I was quite pissed off by her atittude.Shah got scolded by "hantu hitam", Eugene got nagged at by J, J started to find fault everywhere, Fiona's not feeling well.Everybody seems not to be in a good mood.And it started to influence me too.So it spreaded like a disease and affected the people around.I can't stand the "heatiness" in kitchen and went for my break.

Eugene managed to salvage back the situation and made the atmosphere lighter and people started to have smiles on their faces.Even NS also started to joke around.So, good mood too, spreaded like a disease.Sometimes I'm thinking, does age affects how people react to diiferent situations? Some people may think this way but the others might think the other? Well, diiferent people have different perspectives about things, which depends on their age? Humans are so complicated, and it's impossible to satisfy everyone, that's for sure.

He's leaving for KL on either saturday night or sunday!! To attend a christmas party organised by his friend there I think.Sobz~~ Gonna miss him!!


i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Good mood for the whole day today, which is very rare for me as there's always some idiots who spoil my day.Did heat treat when I started work, after that went for break then came back to do kitchen.Non-stop of customer flow made the whole day tiring cause as usual, not enough crew in the night.

Feel sort of lonely as my close peeps are not around.Fiona and Yani went attachment at KAP,Steph and Tony went home early.He punched out at 10 so after that I'm left all alone.At the least there's still Mei Xiang to entertain me.She's quite cute from the way she talks.Not all China people are arrogant and like to do things their own way, although majority are like that.But overall, I STILL HATE CHINA PEOPLE.

Christmas is just around the corner.Yeah!! Chirstmas's jingles and decorations can be heard and seen everywhere and the lighting decorations lit up the whole orchard.And this also means that my wallet's going to burn a huge hole!! Christmas is about sharing and I ought to get some presents for my loved ones.Gonna get him a present that he wants the most!! Sshh~~ As for my beloved peeps, well, be surprised!!

Twlight is out tomorrow!! Can't wait for sunday as I'm going to catch this movie!!

PS:Steph, don't be worried about your results, you're gonna be fine.I'm quite sure about it.As long as you know you've put in your 101%, you are still answerable to yourself.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

The weather is still very cold, and my damn nose is still stuck.Punched out at 10.30 today, didn't want to extend cause is that "potato" on shift.I don't help people who does are not worthy of my help.

Had a small chat with Eugene, and heard from him that he has already agreed to transfer when that old hag came down and chatted with him.Actually wanted to quit but he was rash and agreed to transfer.That old hag asked him to transfer to Tanglin Mall, which is like a "ku ku" store.Very low profile place, wasted on Eugene as he's quite useful actually.

Almost everybody who are close to me is leaving this damn place.Tony, him, Eugene, Jason, Fiona and Steph.We worked well together but I think is the environment that is pulling us down.The people we worked with doesn't understand what we wanted and vice versa.We've worked so hard so this store and given our best.But as I say, the environment.Not enough crew almost everyday, procedures enforced too hard on us, black sheeps among the managers, the managers throwing their tempers on us and so on and so forth.So many reasons that made us reluctant to commit anymore for this store.

• I remembered the first day I saw Eugene was when he was doing lobby.Didn't have a good impression though.As times goes by we were closer and I treated him as my "sister" and he treated me as his "brother".
• The first day I came in contact with Tony was when he started doing closing with me.He was quite shy to me, as I was his brother's girl.But now, we are just like a family, cring for each other.
• I don't quite remember how I met him but I remembered once I cried in the freezer during on shift.I was expecting some other person to come in and console me but it was him, with loads of tissues in his hands.Quite surprised actually.And one year plus later, we're together, till now.
• Jason too I can't remember quite much how we know each other but we came closer this year when he broke up with his girl, and I consoled him once in a while and that surprised him.He surprised me back by asking me for opinions about certain things that he is not sure of doing.
• Fiona, hmmm~~ I first met her when we were on first floor.A decent girl, with a mushroom hair and short ITE skirt.We went home together for the first time and she told me her "deadly" secrets, which shocked me more than anything.Since then, we were so closed that no secrets are not known to us.Although we did quarelled, but we still love each other.(please, we're not lesbians, I have a good taste)
• Last but not least, Steph.Knew her through Fiona, first time I saw her I felt that she's not a friendly person, hard to be close with.But not long after, we became close and started hanging out and I eventually treated her as my younger sister.Once I did counter with her, she's in a bad mood, how I scared that we would get a complaint letter!! ha!!

24th December would consider as our first and last group outing, after which we would all lave one by one,I will miss the time working at this damn place with you guys and hope to stay in contact.Take care, my family.

Loads Of"aNtZ"

Li Hia

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

These few days of weather is making me crazy!! So cold that my nose stuck like hell!! I hate my nose!! Got sinus since I was young, haven't cured till now, Anybody got remedy?

Today I went to work with him, it's been a long time since I went to work with him.Okay, not very long, since last week, but it seems long enough for me, though.Whatever.And the both of us were quite tired, stood in the train and sleep, with only each other for support.I like this feeling(do I sound like a pervert to u?).That's what a couple should be, holding on to each other and never let go.I swear not to let him go again, never ever again.I did that once and I regret it.So people, never let your mind take over your heart.Don't let reasons rule your mind.Remember, love is beyond the reason why.Love has no limits and give what you got to them and one day, it will be returned.Letting a person you love the most go is the hardest thing to do.You may have taken away everything from him, but you will never take back the beautiful memories you both once shared.

Wait, why am I talking all these things? OOPS~

Well, quite in a good mood today.I did kitchen for the whole day, which I'm quite glad about it.Hated counter the most, especially the customers, the worst, your colleagues that you work with.Those newcomers just don't understand what is teamwork.They just cover their own backsides and when their jobs are done, they would just hack care about you, seriously.One good example, refused to drop fries when there's no fries' crew so you would have to keep on dropping the fries and let them snatched everything, leaving none for you.I think my low blood pressure is turning to high blood pressure, very soon.

And guess what? Some managers are just like the crews, totally no intiative.Only know how to criticize crews but not themselves? Asking crews not to slack but they themselves are slacking their ass off!! Smoking at the back with those people on breaks.Keep taking ciggarettes from them but there's no return.What type of manager is that? Aren't they supposed to be richer than us? Well, nevermind, they will get what they should get one day, I presume.

Feeling tired and cold now, and my damn nose is still stuck.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

I miss him damn loads today.


i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

I'm supposed to meet Fiona and Yani today for a gossiping session today, but Yani msged me yesterday night and told me she's working at 3.30pm today so no choice, no new gossips.

Before I went for break, got no stations so I went around helping, actually not helping , is disturbing people, ha!! Teached Tian Hong how to prepare frappe and memorise the recipes.But she bloody can't remember everything!! She's testing my blood man!! I kept asking her but she kept forgetting!! I doubt she can shine at cafe!! Even Shah got mad at her cause he had teached her before but she forgot everything!!

After break, went DK.F**k, "hantu hitam" asked me to fix the shake machine, the strawberry shake was not working.Took a very long time cause there's alot of customers.It's not the machine that is not working, it has ran out of syrup.Stupid "hantu hitam"!! When we went against what he wishes he will start picking faults on us.Once at cafe meeting he even said that if he wants he will change the whole cafe team to all the china crews.F**k him ah!! When things goes wrong or he needs help he will ask help from us, not the china crew.Since he pins so much hope on them how come he will still needs us? All I've helped them has all gone down to the drains and flushed away.They just don't apppreciate things that you helped them.Maybe the society is like that?

I heard a gossip from someone today.The policy recently enforced on banning to bring outside food was from "hantu hitam", not J.J is okay with us from bringing our own food as long as the big bosses are not in store.The notice was pasted by "hantu hitam" and he made everyone thinks that is was J and made them hate J.How can he do that? Is he really determined to kick out every manager who's a threat to him? He's such a bastard!! He's a real cunning fox, careful when working with him.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

I did cafe today.Was late for one hour.I was very exhausted due to the closing I did the night before.Although I slept very little but I was in quite in a good mood.So ya, and J came in around 5 and the nightmare begins~~

Screaming filled the air and the whole store became very tensed up.She kept shouting at people.I wanted to go break after Ruben came in but she doesn't allow.

J:(speaks to Xiao Li) You hungry? Want to go break?

Me:(to J) Can I go break? I very hungry.

J:Now peak period cannot go break.

I was so damn angry!! She asked other people whether go break but she doesn't allow me to!! What kind of stupid shit is that? But in the end, she still let me go cause I was making a nuisance around the whole store, muahahaha.

I went to help as experdiser.Customers at Faris's counter was damn angry cause they waited for very long for their orders.Su Juan was the runner, she's quite new at runner so I went over and helped.One of them were having Foldover and such a coincidence thatt Tian Hong's counter also had Foldover but it's in special order.Jason made the wrong order so I asked him to change it but he refused to.J was at the side and she too shouted at me.I was so pissed off that I walked away and sweared not to help them ever again!!

After that she asked me to one side and asked me what's wrong just now so I explained to her the whole situation.Then she came to understand.I hate this type of people, scold first then ask.So what's the diiference when I slap you first then I say sorry? Just my luck to have this type of boss.

Went home with Qal, Caron, Faris, Faiz and Steph.She came to my house and stayed overnight.Met Ben after that, we talked about his re-service things and went home.

Gotta sleep now, lucky tomorrow work with"hantu hitam", which is like a hundred times better than that"B***H", although working with him is not getting any better too.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Guess what time I reach home today? 4 in the morning!! Shit J.She took such a long time to finish her closing!! I change the oil for the vats also took shorter time than her.Mine is much more tedious and time consuming than her so-easy-just-count-money closing.What's the more ironic thing is she's the last to finish everything but she's the first to reach home.I will never do closing with her again, never!! She asked me to transfer to new store at Heeren.She told me that that old hag wanted people who presentable there.Wondering whether she just wants me out of this store or what.I'm still considering, should I?

Today is the that I patched back with him one month back.A relationship which lasted for 1 year and 5 months(minus the 2 months break).Quite glad about it, as it's my 2nd relationship that lasted for so long.And I never got tired of it.Wants to spend more and more time with him each day.But seriously, I worry for the future of both of us.He stays in malaysia and I'm in Singapore.Long distance relationship is hard to maintain.If one day he and I quit Mac I don't think we can meet each other everyday.Somemore I'm starting school next year.Should be quite busy.I think just let nature take its course.3 years of me studying and he carving out his career, after which we will get engaged and living under one roof, this would be our basic plan.People may think that it's too early to think of all this things but it's good to have a plan of what should be next, right?

Ben's turning 23 years old today!! Old man!! Called him and wished him happy birthday in the afternoon.He's still squatting in there.Poor thing, have to celebrate in the camp.

3 days of straight cafe has gotten on my nerves!! So bored!! Tomorrow has to continue my 3rd day.AARRGGHH!!

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Felt better today, I've straighten out my thoughts and decided to forgive him, he's still the one that I love so much.So well, today I never turn up on my shift.Don't feel like going to work cause my eyes still feels abit swollen after a night of heavy crying.Actuaaly I asked Yani to help me take over my shift as I'm abit guilty for not turning up just because of my bad mood.Then Syed said that Yani no need to take over me.Maybe they just want to cut labour?

He called me today around 4 plus in the afternoon.His never-changing N70 finally got tired of him.He called me just to ask whether I'm okay and he will call me at night.Like DUH.
Around 10 plus he msged me and I told him that I've already forgave him and that he will never do it again.That's how always the both of us is.Always will get back to the old loving style of Li Hia and Steven.Our quarrels will never last long.And he will always be the one saying sorry in the end.Feel bad sometimes.But if girls don't kick up a fuss once in a while they ain't girls right? And guys will never realised that they are in the wrong right? So conclusion is, BOYS ARE INSENSITIVE.

Fen came sembawang to find me today, cause she knew that I'm not in a good mood.Steph and fiona also knew the "drama" of me and him, through HERE, I guessed.So one thing about blogging is, your problems will spread like a disease among your friends.So can't write anything negative about them.OOPS!! Sorry.

Anyway, we chit chatted about loads of things, friends, her life in aussie, me and him, her new found "scandal" in NUS(I think so), and a long-lost friend~Doris, and other loads of things that I can't remember much though, I'm old I guessed.Turning freaking 19 next month.Fuyooo~~~

She msged me yesterday who am I celebrating my birthday with next coming month.I don't know whether to tell her the truth.Anybody please? Help me??

She msged me today!! I'm so happy!! Long time never see her and I missed her so damn much!! Never ever let "hantu hitam" know, or else she will get into trouble!!

Quite tired now, head feel so heavy, still need to work DK tomorrow, haiz. Nights everybody.ZZZ.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Dear Li Hia,
I've always thought that you are a fortunate girl.You've a guy who loves you so much and would try his best to give you anything that you asked for.He's treasuring you now more as he's afraid of losing you again.But are you sure this is the case? Or is it just a wishful thinking of your part? You both were so loving now but what happens today? He said he forgotten the movie date that he has with you and even leaves you alone when you needed him the most.You were crying for a freaking one hour plus and what you get from him is just a word"SORRY".You were so heartbroken, I knew.He promised you that he would accompany you for a movie session today and he has clean forgotten about it.but "Promises Are Meant To Be Broken!!" Tony noticed you were down and he asked you what's wrong and you told him nothing.You're BLUFFING!! You were just trying to act as if you were strong but you're not, Li Hia, YOU'RE NOT!! As you refused to tell him anything he told you that"Day passes when you're happy and day passes when you're sad, so why not choose to live happily everyday?" Think about it, what he says is true, and isn't this what you always tell other people but not yourself? I know things has been going wrong this few days for you, parents scolding you almost every single day, friends are telling you that you're hurting them, your guy forgotten about you, but you have to be strong.You're not just anybody but you're LI HIA, and LI HIA always bright up people's day.And I know you're feeling worst in your heart today cause you saw how she and her sister not talking to you at first and enjoying their conversation amongst them.Be strong, girl.And you must understand that it's not always"One for all, all for one".People don't have the right to accept your attitude like that, which includes him.Although he's your guy, he does not need to absorb your temper like a sponge.He also has his own temper.I'm sure you have seen it once.Please understand him.I know the feeling when hopes becomes disappointment and slowly becomes hopeless, and it feels horrible.But once again I have to tell you, "PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN", like what he did today.Wish you all the best.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Well, today morning went out with him.Took the whole morning and almost the whole afternoon.After went to meet Steph, Fiona, Hui fen and Ben for lunch.Ben's treat.When I reach Plaza Sing they were already at Pizza Hut so I went there and meet them.At first my mood was not very good cause Steph told me on the phone that everyone is going home after lunch to get some winks.Got abit pissed off by that but after that I'm fine.Chit chat and kept on disturbing Fiona and Ben.Guess how much the bill total up to? $125!! So ex!! First time I ate such a expensive Pizza Hut!! Went to arcade and catch bears after that.She seems abit unhappy about that.Everybody got a bear from Ben and I don't have.Of cause I would also liked to have one what.But she thinks it's a waste of money.So I just kept quiet about it.Actually wanted to watch movie but Ben and Steph watched it in the morning and Fiona no money to watch so only me and Hui Fen went.Watched "Bolt".Quit nice ah.Funny and touching.Maybe the rest should go watch it, ha!! So the rest went parklane play pool.After my movie went to find them.Played a few rounds with them and Lady Luck seems to be on my side today.The whole session amounts up to $22 and I got a shocked and wonder how long they have been playing.In the end Ben spends about $300 plus on us and he says that this is the first time he spends so much money in a day.Feel abit heartpain for him.Hard-earned money just gone like that.THANKS BEN.When I was on the way home I heard from him that Steph is down with a fever now.But she looks okay to me just now.Think is that she always have insufficient sleep that's why.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

I woke up and went to work.Was late for half an hour.After that I went around asking people to change their schedule with me but nobody could.Each of them have their own things to do.And I admit that I was throwing a temper around.One of it is because I couldn't find anyone to change schedule with, the other is that I didn't manage to get enough sleep the night before.I could see that I affected the people around me and I felt guilty for that.But I just couldn't control myself.I tried talking to them but I couldn't find the right words.But in the end, all thanks to Fiona, I managed to attend Wee's wedding which is held tomorrow.A tribute to her.THANKS.

I worked counter for the whole day(which I hated the most).I overheard somebody calling Cynthia's name and my heart wrenched.Why am I feeling the pain so much? Maybe I'm kicking up a big fuss here.People may think that I'm crazy or whatsoever.Tried calling her but was in vain.I could not see her in the face right now.I wanted to avoid her for the rest of my life."Now that you have 'her' now, guessed that you won't need me as your sister anymore.You won't need my shoulder anymore and that you've found someone who's more willingly to take your beatings.Thanks for being there for the four years.Take care and wish you all the best, sister."

Late at night, Eugene, Jason, one guy from centrepoint called Yap and Him came my house and find me.We went our separate ways and I hanged out with him.He drove me to Orchard Cineleisure and we talked about alot of things.Work, our future and thoughts.He still needs to be a "brother" for Wee's wedding in the morning.Poor him ah, no sleep for him.

Have to sleep now, morning seven plus and I'm supposed to be asleep now.Hope that later in the evening everything will turn out fine.By the way, WISH WEE AND HIS WIFE TILL OLD DO THEY NEVER PART.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Well, this would be my first blog so please pardon me for the simple layout huh!! I spend a bloody loads of time on this bloody thingy so please appreciate okay!!

Today nothing special happened actually.Just a normal busy day at mac.Got loads of customer during the evening and the whole shift was almost messed up.When I punched in today he never talk to me much, iit's like as if I'm transparent like that lah!! AARRGGHH!! Then that tian hong keep on talking to him and I'm sort of jealous.He has sore throat and if he doesn't talk to me much I can understand him lah, but instead of talking to me he keeps talking to her lah!! PEK CHEK ah!! But luckily we were okay with each other during the evening part when he came back from break.Quite glad about it. (: We punch out at the same time so he accompany me til around 9.30pm,unlike last time where he went back straight home after work!! We chatted and took train home together.Ha!! Love HIM so much now!!

Steph and fiona stayed overnight at my house tonight cause tomorrow we are going to celebrate Ben's birthday in advance.After that maybe go home with him ah.Hope that tomorrow would be fun. (:



PS:I asked him to msg me after his mahjong session and til now he hasn't!! What time already sia!! AARRGGHH!!

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥