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Thursday, February 26, 2009

What does love means to you?

To me, love is an investment.It does not gurantee confirmed returns and you might not get anything out from it.You might know about the dangers and how unstable it is but you will still sink deeper in it.You will do whatever it takes to make sure that your money will grow and you will gain something out from it.

Love is like that.You "invest" all your love in and put all your efforts in it, to let that person know how much you love him and how important he is to you.You did everything you could, to make him love you more and be the "only one" in his life.

But will you know how much that person will love you?

Will he understand how much effort that you've put in?

What you wished for is only his care and love, having by him by your side whenever you need him.To laugh with you when you are happy and making his shirt wet when you are sad.

"To share your weals and woes......."

Isn't this what they pledged when they got married?

If love doesn't even exist between two people, does it still count as a COUPLE?

What is the use having only one person maintaining the relationship and the other just sits there and do nothing?

It takes 2 hands to clap.Both must make an effort to maintain the affinity that they shared, no matter who puts more effort.Love shouldn't be a game of calculative, it should be a game of give and take.

And, the most importantly, TRUST.

Would you buy a share that you don't trust and in the end it makes you at the losing end.

I trusts that our relationship would stand all obstacles.For these three years, we will go through it no matter what.

I won't let the "money" I've invested goes down the drain.

Please trust me, and our love.

If our love is strong enough, we will go through everything, no matter how the waves hit us we will still stand strong, hand in hand.
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

After a long period of time with no contact and not leeping in touch will really affect your relationship?

Be it a friendship or love, trust me, it's the same.

Went out with Felicia and Priscilla today.Was actually quite excited about it and hoping it would come faster.

But it didn't turn out as perfect as what I thought.

We went to Far East Plaza, Lucky Plaza and Plaza Sing.Felt quite odd one out cause they always had their own discussions.I got nothing in common to talk to them.

Well, maybe long term of no contact makes our distance further and maybe I couldn't mingle with them anymore.

I'm such a failure, couldn't make anybody around me happy.

He came back from KL today afternoon.He did called me and told me he's back.After that he went to sleep and I didn't even recieve any call or message till just now I messaged him and he told me he went to sleep.

Tsk.

Again, left out.

Maybe I should really be a "zai nu", staying at home and talk to my teddies and laugh to myself.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I'm not trying to interfere your life or whatsoever.I'm just trying to help.If you don't like it then I will just shut myself up and not utter a word.

"Thanks for being there, B.F.F.I love you too and whatever you did for me I will do it, just the sake of you.Well, not being to meet you for days made me felt uncomfortable and I don't know why? Maybe I'm in love with you rather than him? Don't think too much, I'm a normal lady, with a liking for man, not ladies.Tsk.No matter what, I will be there."
I did everything required for my enrolment and now I just need to choose what laptop I want and wait for school to start!! Can't wait!! Excited!!

Okay, so when school starts I'm supposed to stop smoking and not play till in the wee hours and then get some winks.Aarrgghh, that's a torture for me.Waking up in the morning kills me and I will look like a zombie when I go to school.

Imagine a zombie nurse helping you to take care of you.

Tsk.

Can't imagine.

And, the most important thing, I can't make friends!! I'm too shy!! I can't socialise much actually.People will tend to think like I'm an "ah lian"(which I'm obviously not), and not dare to talk to me.I'm dead meat.

I will be lonely for that 3 years.

DIE.

Aarrgghh.The thought of having to face new friends scares me.I can't get rid of this stupid phobia of mine.How I wished I could make loads of friends and be close with them.But I can't.

Stupid me.

Well, he's still in KL now, enjoying his time away and I'm stuck at home, slacking my arse off.I hate him.Always will only think of me in the night and I'm like "expected" to wait for his calls at night and not leaving my phone for at least 1 metres lest he called.

I HATE HIM.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Monday, February 23, 2009

He's on his way to KL now.

It happens always, leaving in last minute and I don't even know what for he goes there? He always tells me he went there to discuss something with his friends but is it the truth?

I don't know, seriously.

But, I chose to believe him, no matter what.

I went for my medical checkup in the morning, damn tired.They took my X-ray, my urine test and blood test.

Aarrgghh, blood test.

Scares the hell out of me.The first time ever since I was born I had a blood test.

One word to describe, PAINFUL.

I can't believe why I had the guts to put tattoo but not a stupid needle poking into my skin just to withdraw my precious blood.

I'm in need of blood okay?!

My arm still hurts abit now, I HATE THIS FEELING.

Went to pay my school fees and that now everything is settled, I looking forward for school to start.

Oh God, please let the time pass quickly and 20th April to come quickly.


Should end here then.

Tata~~

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Damn boring day today.

Went to Plaza Sing to teach Steph.But, most of it is Fen, cause I returned everything to the teachers.My brain is quite empty now.

Sorry, teachers.

Tsk.

Well, reached home at 7 plus and watched programmes with Dad, but he fell asleep halfway through.Too tired I think?

I watched the Incredible Tales today, and it's so damn scary!! I kept covering my eyes and screaming.Got scared by the story.

Arrgghh, I hate to watch ghost programmes.And MOVIES.It always scare the hell out of me!! I will not spend my money just to scare myself!! Wahaha!!

Played Audition till 5 plus in the morning with a bunch of friends.Especially this person who is damn good and friendly.Helped me alot and appreciated it!!


Well, it's good to have friends in games.Better than always being kicked out by no good reason.

It's annoying okay?

Going to wake up early tomorrow and do some things for my school enrolment.Hope I could wake up.Tsk.

Loads Of aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Saturday, February 21, 2009

I shall study hard and not let them down.

Seeing them so painstakingly saving up money just to let me study send a twinge of guiltyness through me and reminds me how fortunate am I.

I thought back how I wasted 2 years, playing and living life day by day, not knowing where I should be next.I lived life as it is and nothing could touch me enough to spur me on, not even when they persuaded me to study.I made them so sad each day and now I realised such a fool I was.

From last year, I started to think what my future would be like, be it sitting in the toilet, lying down on my bed when I can't sleep or staring into blank space, I could only see a road of darkness in front of me.I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I thought, "Do I really want to live life just like that? Without anything I could boast about to my friends when I grow up? Could my parents lift their heads high to tell people how successful their daughter is?"

The fact is, I don't want to let them down.I'm their only child and who could they pin their hopes on when their hairs turn white and still have to slaught to have a living?

They always tried to give me the best, and I'm satisfied.Although I could not have the best things in life, I did not blame them.They tried their best, always giving me what I wanted.Be it a laptop where my Dad have to scrimp and save, a new handphone which I wanted so much but didn't dare to ask them for it, still, they bought me the phone that I wanted.

Thanks Mum, Thanks Dad.Rest assured that I will work hard.


Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Friday, February 20, 2009

I've changed my blogskin again.Friends said that my previous were corrupted.But I can't seem to see where is my past archives in my new blog? Anyone help me?

Been feeling quite lonely this few days.Roaming alone on the streets and my phone stood so quiet that I may thought it's battery is flat.Can't help having this feeling that people is avoiding me as if I'm some sort of freak or that I may bore them out.

I seem to be left out and here I am, cooped up in my house, in my beautiful bedroom, no one to talk to.And there are my friends, enjoying each other's company.I don't know, seem to be losing them, bit by bit.

It's tearing my heart's out.

Maybe I shouldn't be so meddlesome and interfere their lifes as what others will not do so?

Maybe I shouldn't be so demanding towards them that they are scared of me?

Well, maybe I'm thinking too much?

I'm really alone for almost half a day today.Went to SSC to get a job at the restaurant but it seems that there's not much people there and I've decided not to get a job there after all.Took 167 to Far East Plaza and walked down all the way to Tanglin Mall to look for Eugene, as seeing him always make me feel happier.

Walked for like 40 minutes there, he wasn't working today.

Tsk.Stupid me.

Walked all the way back to Plaza Sing and went back to store.Feels like I'm back to a place where I missed so much but having the reluctance to go back.

Confusing feeling.

I'm almost welcomed back there and they thought I've quitted.

No, I won't quit yet, I still have you guys. :))))

Chatted with John and Shah at the back door and I missed talking to them.They always have sort of "power" to make me laugh, no matter what.

Waited for him to finish work and we went Carrefour as I wanted to shop for some groceries.

Trained home together and of course, I reached home earlier than him.

Tomorrow working at Mac again, washing heat-treat.Boring, I might forget how to wash all together.Hope that the machine won't explode then.

If some people out there who doesn't know what's a heat-treat, thank me for having great ice-creams in Plaza Sing's Mac.I'm the one who provide u guys with clean "Vanilla Cones, Sundaes and McFlurry".

Have to sleep now, hope tomorrow will be a better day.

PS: It won't be any better I guessed.


Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Wednesday, February 18, 2009



Woke up at 1.30pm today.


Fen came and picked me up at my house and headed to her house to get her changed.Got out at 8 plus and went Plaza Sing to get my heels mended.



The rubber at the tip came off and only one side of the rubber costs me 7 bucks! I wonder if the rubber is made of gold? Wanted to get an old traditional cobbler but couldn't find any.


Old cobblers are hard to get nowadays.They are just like antiques, sitting away in a not-so eye-catching corner, mending shoes away with ridiculous low price, and the outcome, nice and presentable as those shops at high profile area.


A salute to them.


Back to the topic, where was I?


Oh, okay.So went to mend my heels and waited for Fiona to come.Happily chatting away with Fen as we waited.She arrived at 10 plus and the meeting place was, toilet.


What a good place to meet.


Headed to Mac for some food to fill Fen's tummy and drove off to St. James Power Station!!


Reached there, stayed in the car, pondering how we could bring in our phones and blah blah blah.Came upon a solution and went in PowerHouse.


We were lucky.Tonight's ladies night and we needn't pay a single cent.Plus, 5 complimentry drinks on the house.Awesome.Free entertainment for us girls.



Well, as what we expected, loads of girls were inside and even MIC went.Weird.Do they understand all those english songs that were blasting through the speakers under the wonders of the DJ hands?


There's not much people at the dancing floor and we were "allowed" some space inside.Danced our hearts' out and enjoyed the incredible musics like "Because Of You", "I Got It From My Ma Ma", "Low" and many many others that we were very familiar with.


Tired from shaking all over and "exercising", went to queue for the drinks.


And WOW, the queue was so long that we waited for like 40 minutes just to get a drink.Ordered Vodka Cranberry Juice and gosh, how nice it tastes.

Went to smoke and cme back to the dancefloor, and this time, the dancefloor was flooded with nightcats like us and we had a hard time occupying a space inside.Tsk.


Managed to squeeze out a space for 3 and enjoyed the atmosphere once more.


Speakers blasted songs after songs and the whole place were filled with musics and alcohols, which I love it.With B.F.F by my side, I felt like I was blended in with the club.Not to mention all the sweaty bodies that were brushing against me and sort of leg-stepping "games" that we accidentally "participated" in.Overall, everything was fun, especially when one of my favourite song, "Right Now" boomed through the speakers and the whole club was at it's peak, with streaks of papers flying down from on top and everybody danced like there's no tomorrow.
Enjoyed till 2 plus in the morning and reluctantly went home as Fen need to send us home.

I will go back once more before I start school, as till now, the songs were still booming through my ears.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Guess what time I woke up today?

8.30am.

Damn early, just to have breakfast with my parents.We went to Yishun Chong Pang and had a tummy-filling breakfast.I was damn sleepy.Tsk.

Reached home about 10.30 and they went downstairs to meet their friends.I went back home and before I sleep, I msged him to check whether has he woken up or not.

He's on his way so I drifted off to sleep soon after.

I woke up at 5.30pm, had my dinner and went to play Audition for a while before heading off to Sembawand MRT station to meet him.

We chatted at a nearby playground and I sent him off to the station again.

Apparently I've practically been doing nothing at home, hard to find a job nowadays.They say they will call you but in the end you've waited for nothing.Tsk.

Going out with Fen to clubbing tomorrow, hope it will be fun. :)))


Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Monday, February 16, 2009

Didn't blog yesterday, as I was not feeling very well.Feeling tired and my mind wearing me down, sending me into wonderland as soon as my head hits the pillow.I don't know why, maybe my mind is telling me to let go, and freed me from all those things that is troubling me.

Went out today around 5, met up with my girlfriends, at AMK Hub.We brought our lappys along with us and got 2 movies transferred to my thumdrive to kill time at home.After that, stood at NTUC and watched "Corpse's Bride", stood till my leg was quite numb actually.Tsk.

I realised that a human's mind is not really that simple as I thought.They are complicated and you really couldn't know what exactly they are thinking.They might be smiling at you on their faces but do you really know what plans they might have inside?

They might backstab you anytime, even the ones you loved so much.

Someone close to me is changing, changing till that I'm scared of her now.Scared that I might be "killed" by her.Her mind is so complicated and I couldn't understand what's on her mind now.She may seem harmless, feigning ignorance whenever she could and the worst has yet to come.

I'm feeling something bad might happen, I may lose everything and everybody I might have now, and it's advancing towards to me now.

Woman's instincts is quite accurate sometimes.

"I will change my attitude, you've changed for me and I will change for you, no matter what."
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!! Enjoying with your loved ones?

Well, I enjoyed my day with him at Singapore Sciance Centre.I'm too tired to blog so....let the pictures do the talking then!!

My favourite picture of the day. :))))



This station is to compare our facial features by sitting opposites and observing.We can't figure out how to use it as the light is always focused at different sides.So, why not cam-whore a bit?


Still cam-whoring, but this time I went to his side.The light was activated by another couple and the got shocked, with us sitting at the opposite side!!
These glasses were worn to look at 3-D images.Made us feeling so giddy after that.Tsk.




These were messages sent to a handphone number and it will be shown on a so-called wall, cause I don't know what is it made of.Kinda fascinated me though.

I was disgusted by the Alien vs Predator models shown at the iSpace corner.I hate them.Yucks.


Him taking a picture with other models.Tsk tsk.


These cubics on the floor will move and changes in colour as you walked through each and every of them!! So, I kept jumping up and down on the cubics!! And he, took a picture of me acting like a clown. ...



This is called the Tesla Coil.35,000 of volts were produced and and be seen through the air by breaking air molecules.We didn't get to see it cause we were too busy exploring other exhibitions.Disappointed, though.

This is actually a whole piece of wall etched on the wall and the background is actually blue, but here, it's black when the image is captured, so it appears as if the whale is in 3-D.Amazing huh?

Presents of the day!!! I finally got my long-awaited couple ring!!


Went to watch IMax movie at the Omni-Theatre.The title was the Wild Ocean.So what's so special about that?
Fact is, the screen is not the screen the size where u will see st normal cinemas.This screen, at IMax, stretches from the bottom all the way to the ceiling!! Facsinating huh?! The images will fill the whole of your eyesight and you will feel that you can't "finish up" the whole image!!

Slacked for a while and went home after that.My eyes are tired, probably from looking at that big-screen movie.

I want to go Science Centre again!! Quite a lot of exhibits I had no time to look at it cause the place closes early.I made him promised me that he will bring me back there again!!
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Friday, February 13, 2009

Everybody has made mistakes and went to the wrong way on the path of life.They have their own past which they have done wrong and they tried to get over with it and tries to lead a new life.But why can't some fucking idiots just give them a chance to do so and insists on digging out their past and refused to give them a new lease of life?

Nobody's perfect, and there's no perfect things in this world.Look at your fingers.Are they all of the same length? If god created us is to be perfect, we should have all equivalent length of fingers.

Giving a chance to people means giving a chance to yourself.People will appreciate what you do and respect you for that.

Forgive and forget.

No point harping on the past.

Give them a chance to breathe, give them a chance to enjoy what they are supposed to enjoy.They've changed, people who have eyes and observant enough to see will notice it, no matter how small the change is.Let them know that they are given attention to and happy about their new "them".

Seeking attention from people wiil only let others think that you are just childish, wants some love from others cause you can't get any from your family.

To the person who's spreading all these rumours, please do not do this anymore, you are just demoralizing yourself and showing what sort of person you are.She will be strong, so no words are going to bring her down.


She's given a chance, but he's not.

He, maybe made a mistake by taking up motor license.And he has to make up for his mistake on this day, 14 Feb, in 2008, to the consequences he has to take costs his life, and he was forced to laeve his family and friends, who loved him so much.

He was not given a chance, not anymore.

So people out there reading this, I'm may not be perfect, but I'm the best that I could give.

By the way,
Happy Birthday, Cynthia.


Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I think I must have some illness or what.

I've been nose-bleeding for a a few days already.It always caught me unprepared.I wondered what's wrong with me?

Well, stayed at home for the whole day again, finished up the whole room and ta-da!!! Another masterpiece of mine in the house.

Tomorrow's the interview, and I'm feeling damn bloody nervous now.First time getting so tensed up for an intervie.

Wish me luck, peeps.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Changed my blog skin.Gotten sick of the old one.I took a bloody long time to look for something that I like and this is the result of my one hour-search.Took half an hour to change everything and I'm proud of myself, for changing everything single-handledly, since I'm a idiot at doing all these.Tsk.

Well, simple things I did today.Went Plaza Sing to meet Fen and Steph to teach Steph her school stuffs.Didn't expect to see Fiona, Yani and Yap there.Went for lunch(or dinner? Since it's eaten at 6 plus, I guess?) at KFC.Hunting places to accomdate 6 people was tough, managed to get it though, next to the, DUSTBIN.

Nice place.

Ate and chatted happily.After which, the three of them went of and Steph, Fen and me went Starbucks to be her "tutor" of the day.Teached her Maths, Chemistry and Chinese.

Realised that I given everything back to the teacher.

...

Went to play LAN, once again.Got addicted there.No lag, Best place to play Club.Played for 1 hour and, HOME SWEET HOME.


Got a job interview on friday at Marina Square.I'm supposed to wear nice, neat and professional.

Shirt and skirt, no jeans, no shorts.

I'm so dead, where to find a skirt?

Bad thing about a tomboy, no skirts when on important occasions.

Decided where to go on Valentine's Day with him, SECRET.Want to know?

P.S: You want to know for? U want to go? Wahaha, no way, ER REN SHI JIE OKAY.

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I'm being a good girl today.Didn't go anywhere and stayed at home.Wanted to go out but have no money I rather stay at home?

So since I'm at home and free, started to paint my parent's room.

Painting alone sure needs lots of time and energy.

A whole room, by myself, I'm DEAD.

Dad prepared dinner and I finished up my portion and went cycling alone, on my white HARO!! Everybody kept looking at it, can't help feeling a little proud of my Haro.

Don't blame me okay!! Who ask Ben to get for me such a nice Haro and I love it so much!!

Went home after a while and started Audition till now.

Off to sleep, nights peeps.

Random note: Any ideas where to go for Valentine's Day? I'm totally clueless.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Monday, February 9, 2009

Woke up at 1.30pm today.Agreed to bring Fiona to Powernet to get them to get a job for her.

Reached there at 3.15 and found Mac flooded with water.Not very serious though, just mild flooding.Fiona told me yesterday more serious, they have to close the shop at 8.3pm as the water has already flood to the looby area and out of the store.

This time the water flood to the crew room only and there's a weird smell circuling the back door area.

Went Peninsula Shopping Plaza for the agency and sat down with her for the interview.After that, met up with Fen and went Parklane for LAN gaming again.

Fen only played for a while as she needs to go Malaysia with her Mum.So Fiona and me stayed back and played till 6.30pm.Walked back to Plaza Sing and trained home.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Couples should quarrel then they will have a more loving relationship?

Confusing.

What if they quarrel and the whole thing gets worse? And leads to breakup?

I don't dare to think when I lose him again, can't imagine what will happen.

We went out today and we quarelled, over small things.

Managed to reconcile back and loving once more.

But, sometimes I really don't like him when he starts to ignore me and when he realised that I'm not talking to him, he starts to feel guilt and starts to coax me back.

He's lucky that I'm soft-hearted.

Or, simple reason is, I LOVE HIM.

Went to watch "All Well's Ends Well" with him, quite a funny show.After that went home early and cycled to Sembawang Shopping Centre to find Dad and Mum.Went there to find out why our DVD player is not working.

There's only sound coming out from the television but no image.

And guess what? Only a switch is misplaced.

...

We actually thought that it was the television that is spoiled, but, thinking back, it's the DVD?

Wanted to call technicians to repair but lucky, no need.Or else it will be like:

Technician:*push back the switch* Okay Uncle, $100.

Spend money just to pull back 1 stupid switch.

I can watch my favourite shows now!! Ha!!

After that went cycling with my childhood friend, lent her my mountain bike and I rode my haro.Cycled around Sembawang area and she treated me to Starbucks.

Thanks Christina.

After that, HOME SWEET HOME.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Steph stayed overed at my house yesterday night.Fen and me went to play LAN yesterday, again.Got addicted to LAN at Parklane cause it's not lag at all.Ha!! Yani and Tong went there to find us and Steph came not long after.We went to have our dinner and chit-chatted for a while before Fen dropped off Yani at Selegie Road and the rest of us at AMK Hub.Went to Tien-chi and went home after that.

We reached home at around 11 and Steph went to bathe and slept.I sent my resume and played Audition till 4 and went to sleep too.

"Felt like being used"

Woke up near to 12 and I'm supposed to go Woodlands for an interview but overslept.

...

Yenlie from Powernet called me and told me there's a job offer for me and asked me whether I was interested.Of cause I am!!

The job scope is to handle some admin stuffs and head to an exhibition at Expo.She said it was challenging and I up for challenges now, since I've not been having challenges for a very long time.

Working at Mac isn't challenging at all, mind you.

The period is from March to April, with a term of 2 weeks to 1 month, depending on how well the thing goes.Will be attending an interview anytime next week.So peeps, wish me luck!!

So what am I going to do from now till March?

How I wish I could sit at home and shake leg.But I can't.My parents ain't going to feed me or pay for my expenses.So, I think I have to go downstairs and pluck the grass and eat.

Joking.

Very hardworking-ly looking for a job now, but I don't even know what I want?

Nevemind, hard times will past.

Went to work at that stupid store again today.Lucky B***H is not working today.Got loads of customers and working non-stop.Got no time to slack.Think the crowd came from the Thaipusam thingy and it's a weekend also.

He's emo today and I can't stand it!! He told me he's tired that's why.Eveytime he's like that.I talked to him, he won't reply, when he talked to me, he expected me to reply him back in a good manner.He wanted to wait for me after work, but I told him that he should go home as he's "tired".He reached home and called me, saying that he's going to his friend's housewarming party.

See how tired he is?

Well, going out with him tomorrow, if he's going to tell me that he's tired then I'm going to ignore him for the rest of the day.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Office jobs are hard to find huh?


Woke up at 1 plus today and browsed through the newspaper.Saw this article wanting a clerk at Tiong Bahru area so I called them up and prepared myself to get out of the house.Called up Fen to check where is the place.She checked and told me that the place is quite far and I have to take a long way there so I decided not to go.


Dropped off at City Hall and went to Peninsula Plaza instead.There's an agency there, recruiting administrators at hospital.So I thought, I'm going to work at hospital for the rest of my life there so why not start now? So waited for Fen to shower and get herself prepared and met her at SMU admission building.Waited for her to settle her things and gave up the idea of going to the agency as it's already over office hours.


I suggested to go Parklane play pool so we drove there.Reached about 6 and suddenly we have the feel of playing Audition, which is also cheaper than playing pool, so went to play LAN instead.


We sat side by side and played Audition for straight 2 1/2 hours!! Costs us only $4.50.


Cheap, wiil go there play next time.The surround there is great and there's no lagging.We played Club Dance II all the way and enjoyed ourself.


After that she drove me to Plaza Sing to meet him and she went home.


Went home with him and Ben called me that my Haro is here and I'm all so excited!! Went Yishun and met him.Saw my dream white Haro!! Awesome!!


THANKS BEN.


We cycled all the way back to Yishun and I went to have my dinner.I was so obsessed with my Haro that I forgot to take my barbell on top of the coke can and auntie threw it away without noticing it.

...


Went home and took my mountain bike outside and kept my Haro in the storeroom.


Why? Simple, Haro more expensive.


Gotta go Peninsula Plaza to get the agency tomorrow, hope that I could get the job.Meeting him in the morning tomorrow, so gotta get up early.


Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Today is the first time for so long that I could sleep til 4pm in the afternoon, as normally I would be working at this time, or going to work.Supposed to meet tmac and Fen for dinner today but he cancelled it cause he's sick.

Fen came to my house and used my internet to apply for her admissions for her university.After that drove down to SunPlaza for some Pasta-mania's.Wanted to accompany her back to her house so that she could bathe but time doesn't allow us to do so.So drove down to Plaza Sing.

Actually wanted to meet Fiona at Plaza Sing, but Fen asked us to join her so picked up Fiona and Steph at Plaza Sing and headed to Suntec.

Reached Suntec, went to meet her friend called Shawn, from Malaysia.Heard that he went to the same school as her.After went in to Heroic Rendezvous to find her the other friend, Kayleigh, also her friend from Perth.Waited for her to chat with them and Shawn wanted to go "yum cha".At first I thought that he wanted to go to this restaurant but actually fact is, just to find a place to sit down and chat.

Dotz, I thought what.

Fen settled for Chomp Chomp and went to get her car.Fiona, Steph and me decided to go our ways as we felt left out amongst them so Fen took us to Cineleisure.

We ate our supper at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.Some food are nice but some are not.

I ordered Mee Sua With Fried Egg and Luncheon Meat but it sucks!! The noodle is way too fat to be called Mee Sua!! And it's s0 disgusting!! Too bland!!

I also ordered Guo Tie and it sucks too.The skin is not crispy at all.And it costs me bloody $4.50 for 5, so it's like $0.90 for each un-crispy Guo Tie.



Steph ordered Sweet 'n' Sour Chicken Spagehetti and Fiona ordered Black Pepper Beef Spaghetti.These 2 spaghetti tastes much much better than what I ordered.


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Ordered 3 more side dishes and we were damn full after eating up everything and walked to take transport was hard, with the danger of our tummy bursting at any moment.

Reached home at 12 plus, had a small fight with Dad for me coming home so late.Scolded me for always returning home so late in the night and told me not to go school if I continued to be like that.It's like what the f**k??! Did I do anything wrong? Did I show no interest in studying? Well, I will prove to him that I'm serious in studying.


Just wait, Dad.


Gave him some money to shut him up.Shut myself in the room till he went to sleep.

Maybe meeting him in the morning tomorrow, depends whether he could wake up after consuming alcohol just now.Gotta find jobs tomorrow.

I AIN'T GOING TO ROT AT HOME.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Nothing much I could write today, not happy and not sad.Feeling nothing today, totally.

B***H didn't pick on me much today, although the first sentence she talked to me was, "Unfold your sleeves."

Not even a HI.I didn't talk to her and not even looking at her.She asked me what's wrong and I kept refusing to answer her back.

Enough of her.

Worked from 12 to 8, after finish work, went home and had my dinner, blah blah blah.

Sorry peeps, for the super short post today, as my day today isn't colouful.Just splattered with black and white.

Loads Of "aNtZ'
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Monday, February 2, 2009

Somehow forced myself to wake up today, 10.30am.Reached store at 12 and I was late for 8 minutes, after tying my hair and stuffs.

As I was tying my hair, "fishball" was exceptionally quiet today, even TH also felt that something was wrong.Didn't care much and punched in for work.

I did kitchen with him and Auntie Ngee Siang.He looks a bit emo so didn't bother much about him.So damn tired I was that I too kept mostly quiet.And, Yani told me something interesting.

"Fishball" fought with "pervert" yesterday.

Wow.Another fighting incident after Yani and Syed.

So the story goes like this:
"Fishball" was supposed to take over "pervert" and he passed the apron to her."Pervert" likes to play around so he raised up his hand and act like wanted to smack "fishball".But, "fishball" thought he was for real and really went to smack him.He was so angry that he slapped her back and slapped non-stop.He kicked her on the floor and threw a dustbin at her.

Violent.

"Pervert" is under suspension now and "fishball" is still working, looks a bit lost though, maybe due to the "injuries" that she suffered.Felt a bit not fair for the guy.Both were involved in fighting but only the guy gets the suspension?? WHY??

Obviously, FAVOURITISM again.But, in logical sense, both are in the wrong."Fishball" should not go slap "pervert" which triggered his temper and whack her.He shouldn't be so violent as "Fishball" is a girl.But but but, who started it first?? FISHBALL.

I dared Fiona to go ask her how is yesterday and did she enjoyed it.She really went and asked her and "fishball" ended up crying.And, same as that "idiot", she went complain to B***H.Why huh? They like to complain to B***H and made us look like it's our fault and we're the bad person??

B***H called Fiona in the manager room and told Fiona that what past is past and no point talking about it again.

F**k her, don't let me catch her digging up all the past things that I've done wrong.I'll make her eat up all her words.

B***H didn't talk to me the whole day and even looks at me like she's going to eat me up.But...who cares?? So what if she don't likes me?? So what I'm an "ah lian"?? At least I'm more well-liked than her in store.I will brace up all my courage and talk to "old hag" if I have the chance to see her.Give me courage, peeps!!!

He went home at 5.30pm today and I at 8.Fiona and Steph was waiting for their "old bean" but he didn't turn up, again.

"The M1 customer you're calling is unavailable.Please try again later."

She's been hearing all this and she's going crazy about it.Ha!! Chill, Steph.

They waited for me instead and Yani went home first.The three of us went shopping and I bought a liquid foundation, my first foundation in 19 years!! Still wondering how to use it.Steph bought a shimmering brown eyeshadow and Fiona bought a blusher.Went home after that and I reached home at 10.30pm.

Gotta work at 12 tomorrow again.Sickening.But lucky, he's working same time with me.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Managed to wake up at 1.15 today, all thanks to tmac, Fen and Fiona who bombarded my phone with calls and messages.Got everything prepared and trained down to Yio Chu Kang.Fen came and fetched me and went Plaza Sing together.

Met up Fiona, Sharon Yap and Yani and we drove down to Marina Square.

Went for lunch at food court but only Yani and me ate, the rest have eaten.Kapok some food from my Mum and went to smoking area, as usual.And I saw Uncle Kim Bock and his wife having their break time.Went over to greet them and they almost couldn't recognise us!! And me too almost couldn't recognise him!! He gave us an ang bao as it's still CNY and although it doesn't cost much but it's enough to warmth our heart. :)))

Went hunting for my bag after lunch and I found 1 that I sset my eyes on when I walked in the shop.Costs $39.90, over Fen's budget.So went Bugis and hunt for it.
Walked around Bugis Street and found this!! The same as it is at Marina Square!! Actually I didn't want it but Fen went to ask the auntie to wrap it up and it costs $37.Cheaper by $2.90.


Better than nothing.


This bag's awesome!! There's a laptop compartment inside, suitable for me when I go to school.Velcro and zips areused to seal the bag.Can be used as a sling bag or a backpack.And and and, it's in white!!!


Thanks Fen.I LOVE IT.

After that went to grab some food as Sharon Yap was hungry so ate at Yoshinoya.

We separated our ways and Fen took me home.

This was taken at my house.Recognise the background colour?? Yeah, it's my room!! Actually wanted to take a group photo but had some sort of small arguement so didn't take any.

She had a small dinner at my house and she went back home.

At night, played Audition with Fen, Fiona and tmac.Had fun playing with you guys!!

Gotta sleep now, tomorrow have to go back to hell.Sick and tired.If it wasn't Jenny who asked for my help, I WON'T HELP THEM, OVER MY DEAD BODY.

Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥





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