I just don't understand why i'm so emo nowadays, and i can't seem to really smile alot, and i always prefer to either keep quiet or scold somebody off, as to vent out the unhappiness inside.Don't really feel like going out also, rather stay at home, watch telly, play games, or even better, SLEEP.I don't even feel happy when i turn 20 years old.It doesn't really mean anything, not even freedom to go home late, or anything.It just means another year of old age and not anything else.The jealousy often burns in me that my friends can go out as and when they like and can go home anytime they want, but me, my phone always rings, and i can't go home late, or my phone will keep ringing.When will i ever get total freedom?

Why are you treating me like that? It always bothers me that you can have what you want but i can't. WHY.