Have been letting this blog rot for so long.I've started my attachment at SGH since the last week.

Work there has been hectic, with all the elderly patients to take care of.Have to take care of their elimination needs, nutritional needs and all the other stuffs.Tiring myself out everyday with 7-3 shift and knocked out once i reached home.Seeing all the helpless patients, waiting for us to take care of them and being tortured by those horrible disease really pains my heart and i can't imagine that one day i would be like that.Just the thought itself horrifies me.Omg.

I've also seen the power of fillial piety during my one week there.There's this patient whose unable to take care of herself and her daughter was with her all day long.When i just reached there at 7 her daughter was already there.When i finished work at 3 her daughter hasn't leave and has never left her side.Was so touched by her and that drives me to work harder.

Stayed at home for the whole day, was sick and don't feel like going out or doing anything.I miss eye candy, had a small quarell with him and my phone hasn't been ringing since then.I don't want to be like that.I really don't want. =(((

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥