Sunday, September 27, 2009
Have been letting this blog rot for so long.I've started my attachment at SGH since the last week.
Work there has been hectic, with all the elderly patients to take care of.Have to take care of their elimination needs, nutritional needs and all the other stuffs.Tiring myself out everyday with 7-3 shift and knocked out once i reached home.Seeing all the helpless patients, waiting for us to take care of them and being tortured by those horrible disease really pains my heart and i can't imagine that one day i would be like that.Just the thought itself horrifies me.Omg.
I've also seen the power of fillial piety during my one week there.There's this patient whose unable to take care of herself and her daughter was with her all day long.When i just reached there at 7 her daughter was already there.When i finished work at 3 her daughter hasn't leave and has never left her side.Was so touched by her and that drives me to work harder.
Stayed at home for the whole day, was sick and don't feel like going out or doing anything.I miss
eye candy, had a small quarell with
him and my phone hasn't been ringing since then.I don't want to be like that.I really don't want. =(((
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Yup peepos, i've changed my blogskin again.Gotten sick of the white background and decided to revert back to my own blacky self.I spent like friggin' 2 hours on it as usual.The codes are so hard to read can! Why can't they have a simpler one ! Grr...
Went to Games Convention Asia with
eye candy yesterday at Suntec City Convention hall.I started to get very infatuated with games recently, don't know why also.Omg.I'm gonna become a geek soon! Noo ~
Well well, had a great time there.Games like dota, dragonica, and many other unknown games that i've never heard of were exhibiting there.We even got free goodie bags when we log in to our IAH games account! The IAH games exhibition have stations for us to complete and we would win those small small items like notepads, post-it and many other stuffs.The best one was the blown-up stick from dragonica.I used that to spam
him! And
he could not really retaliate back, cause
his hands were all full of stuffs! * claps claps*
After that we went to the Food Fair at the otehr hall, my favourite! But a lil' disappointing though, not much food for us to choose from, although it's called the "Food Fair", which i pressumed that that will be loads of my favourite food? NO.i'm so wrong! Sadded. My expectations were too high. =(
Went for l4d after that at good speed then went home while
he went to chambers to play overnight lan with
his friends.Had an awesome day. =)
Me with woodie, a cute monster from Dragonica.
Woodie, cute and cuddly. =) Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I feel like breaking down,
And i feel so out of place,
Like somehow i just don't belong,
And no one understands me.
I locked myself in the room,
With the radio turned up so loud so that no one hears me screaming.
And you don't know what it's like,
When nothing feels alright,
No, you don't know what it's like to be like me.
I feel hurt,
I feel lost,
I feel like i've been pushed around.
To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one there's to save me.
No, you don't know what it's like to be me, to be in my position.
I'm sick of feeling so left out,
And i'm sick of everybody else,
With fake smiles and stupid attitude,
While deep inside i'm bleeding.
You might think that i'm happy but i'm not gonna be okay.
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I will be officially be back to Funan Macdonald's tomorrow! Wee ~ Will be there to help Fat Lim as his store really needs some help.Hearing from what Fen has told me, bad, really bad.Nervous, been a long time since I've touched mac stuffs and hope I won't screw up tomorrow!Gotta sleep now, working at 12 tomorrow.Ciaozz ~Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
Monday, September 7, 2009
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING HUI FEN !
Couldn't really fall asleep after being awaken by Dad's everyday-non-stop ringing alarm, so I facebooked a while and went back to bed, trying to force myself to sleep as I needa meet Fen in the afternoon.Finally gave up and went back to my lappy, been so much addicted to facebook and audition.Bad thing. ZZZShe came to my house and napped a liil' while while I continued to play audition.Dad came back around 4 plus and we went out for dinner at Ang Mo Kio.Didn't really ate much cause my tummy cramps so much that it actually affects my appetite.Sadded.After that sent Dad back home and came back to Goodspeed for some zombie-killing.Eye candy was there with his friends but they were dota-ing.Missed playing L4D with them, likes the feeling of owning them in such a short while.Oh well, who doesn't like winning? XD Fen wanted to go back to Funan to find her "Lodao" so we went there and I was tired actually. but seeing Fat Lim so happy upon seeing me makes me happy too, and able to wish her a happy birthday personally when the clock strikes 12. :D Tomorrow will be meeting eye candy, it's been a long time since we really spent time alone.Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Today would be the last day I will get to see Pris till next year's feb, as she will be going for her 5 months attachment at USA, World's Disnet Disney Land.So shiok la! Guess that's the "kick" that you'll get when you study tourism. XD
Felicia have specially organized a farewell party for her.She booked a reservation at Pitstop cafe where we celebrated my birthday last year.Cool place, can get to play all the variety of games.If you don't know how to play, nevermind, the "shuai ge's" there will teach.Oops. XD
We met up at Yishun first, in the end only June, Cynthia, Bin Pei, Wendy, Janet, Yu wen and me met up at there and the rest met us at either Pitstop or The Central.They are never on time.HAHA.
Almost everybody turned up actually, except for Biru and Joanne.These 2 maciam business woman like that, hard to contact and as if they have disappeared into thin air.
After Pitstop, was dinner! It was so hard for us to decide a place to eat.Either budget was over or there was simply too many people.We finally decided on this Japanese restaurant called Boteyu or something like that, and I had Yakiniku Rice set.Food not bad, but a little expensive.
Priscilla had to leave early to pack her luggage so we all went back early.Took train home and eye candy came to send me home after his dota-ing session.Bon Voyayge Priscilla! Must miss us okays ! =D
P.S: Peektures are all at FB =]
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree