Tuesday, February 24, 2009
"Thanks for being there, B.F.F.I love you too and whatever you did for me I will do it, just the sake of you.Well, not being to meet you for days made me felt uncomfortable and I don't know why? Maybe I'm in love with you rather than him? Don't think too much, I'm a normal lady, with a liking for man, not ladies.Tsk.No matter what, I will be there."
Okay, so when school starts I'm supposed to stop smoking and not play till in the wee hours and then get some winks.Aarrgghh, that's a torture for me.Waking up in the morning kills me and I will look like a zombie when I go to school.
Imagine a zombie nurse helping you to take care of you.
Tsk.
Can't imagine.
And, the most important thing, I can't make friends!! I'm too shy!! I can't socialise much actually.People will tend to think like I'm an "ah lian"(which I'm obviously not), and not dare to talk to me.I'm dead meat.
I will be lonely for that 3 years.
DIE.
Aarrgghh.The thought of having to face new friends scares me.I can't get rid of this stupid phobia of mine.How I wished I could make loads of friends and be close with them.But I can't.
Stupid me.
Well, he's still in KL now, enjoying his time away and I'm stuck at home, slacking my arse off.I hate him.Always will only think of me in the night and I'm like "expected" to wait for his calls at night and not leaving my phone for at least 1 metres lest he called.
I HATE HIM.
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree
