I shall study hard and not let them down.

Seeing them so painstakingly saving up money just to let me study send a twinge of guiltyness through me and reminds me how fortunate am I.

I thought back how I wasted 2 years, playing and living life day by day, not knowing where I should be next.I lived life as it is and nothing could touch me enough to spur me on, not even when they persuaded me to study.I made them so sad each day and now I realised such a fool I was.

From last year, I started to think what my future would be like, be it sitting in the toilet, lying down on my bed when I can't sleep or staring into blank space, I could only see a road of darkness in front of me.I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I thought, "Do I really want to live life just like that? Without anything I could boast about to my friends when I grow up? Could my parents lift their heads high to tell people how successful their daughter is?"

The fact is, I don't want to let them down.I'm their only child and who could they pin their hopes on when their hairs turn white and still have to slaught to have a living?

They always tried to give me the best, and I'm satisfied.Although I could not have the best things in life, I did not blame them.They tried their best, always giving me what I wanted.Be it a laptop where my Dad have to scrimp and save, a new handphone which I wanted so much but didn't dare to ask them for it, still, they bought me the phone that I wanted.

Thanks Mum, Thanks Dad.Rest assured that I will work hard.


i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥