I've changed my blogskin again.Friends said that my previous were corrupted.But I can't seem to see where is my past archives in my new blog? Anyone help me?

Been feeling quite lonely this few days.Roaming alone on the streets and my phone stood so quiet that I may thought it's battery is flat.Can't help having this feeling that people is avoiding me as if I'm some sort of freak or that I may bore them out.

I seem to be left out and here I am, cooped up in my house, in my beautiful bedroom, no one to talk to.And there are my friends, enjoying each other's company.I don't know, seem to be losing them, bit by bit.

It's tearing my heart's out.

Maybe I shouldn't be so meddlesome and interfere their lifes as what others will not do so?

Maybe I shouldn't be so demanding towards them that they are scared of me?

Well, maybe I'm thinking too much?

I'm really alone for almost half a day today.Went to SSC to get a job at the restaurant but it seems that there's not much people there and I've decided not to get a job there after all.Took 167 to Far East Plaza and walked down all the way to Tanglin Mall to look for Eugene, as seeing him always make me feel happier.

Walked for like 40 minutes there, he wasn't working today.

Tsk.Stupid me.

Walked all the way back to Plaza Sing and went back to store.Feels like I'm back to a place where I missed so much but having the reluctance to go back.

Confusing feeling.

I'm almost welcomed back there and they thought I've quitted.

No, I won't quit yet, I still have you guys. :))))

Chatted with John and Shah at the back door and I missed talking to them.They always have sort of "power" to make me laugh, no matter what.

Waited for him to finish work and we went Carrefour as I wanted to shop for some groceries.

Trained home together and of course, I reached home earlier than him.

Tomorrow working at Mac again, washing heat-treat.Boring, I might forget how to wash all together.Hope that the machine won't explode then.

If some people out there who doesn't know what's a heat-treat, thank me for having great ice-creams in Plaza Sing's Mac.I'm the one who provide u guys with clean "Vanilla Cones, Sundaes and McFlurry".

Have to sleep now, hope tomorrow will be a better day.

PS: It won't be any better I guessed.


i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥