Monday, February 16, 2009

Didn't blog yesterday, as I was not feeling very well.Feeling tired and my mind wearing me down, sending me into wonderland as soon as my head hits the pillow.I don't know why, maybe my mind is telling me to let go, and freed me from all those things that is troubling me.
Went out today around 5, met up with my girlfriends, at AMK Hub.We brought our lappys along with us and got 2 movies transferred to my thumdrive to kill time at home.After that, stood at NTUC and watched "Corpse's Bride", stood till my leg was quite numb actually.Tsk.
I realised that a human's mind is not really that simple as I thought.They are complicated and you really couldn't know what exactly they are thinking.They might be smiling at you on their faces but do you really know what plans they might have inside?
They might backstab you anytime, even the ones you loved so much.
Someone close to me is changing, changing till that I'm scared of her now.Scared that I might be "killed" by her.Her mind is so complicated and I couldn't understand what's on her mind now.She may seem harmless, feigning ignorance whenever she could and the worst has yet to come.
I'm feeling something bad might happen, I may lose everything and everybody I might have now, and it's advancing towards to me now.
Woman's instincts is quite accurate sometimes.
"I will change my attitude, you've changed for me and I will change for you, no matter what."
Loads Of "aNtZ"
Li Hia a.k.a Desiree