Didn't manage to blog yesterday, I lend my beloved Vodafone to Fen.Cause she would staying in hospital for her OSA and needed some entertainment there.She did loads of test and find out that her's is not just OSA, but other illness.Hope nothing will happen to her.Or else who else will dote on me so much? Oops.Ha!!

Went to MOE with Fen yesterday and joined this year's JAE.Opted for Nursing course at Ngee Ann Poly and Nanyang Poly.Hope that I could get in either one.I wanted so much to study now.I hated working, I have to stand the tiredness and all the nonsense from the people at store.There's too much politics in the adult world and I don't think that I'm ready and matured enough yet to defence myself from being "chopped off".The society now is so scary and now I wished even harder that time would stop and I want to stop growing up and live under the care of my loving parents.They would protect me from falling down and picked me up whenever I fall.

Time, please stop.

That b***h scolded me again today, first for being late and secondly, she caught me for drinking MacCafe drink.She really has a problem with me.Am I such a bad girl in her impression? Or my work attitude really doesn't meet up to her standard? I've worked very hard for this store and always tried my best to help them whenever I can.Why can't they just appreciate? Maybe to them I'm just being nosy, meddling with their things which I shouldn't.

It's okay, I won't stay there for long too.Scold me, b***h, before I leave this store and you have no more chance to scold anymore.

She came down to store today but we never exchanged words.I decided that she didn't see me that's why she never come and talk to me, just to make myself happy.I don't understand why I've reacted like that ever since they got together.She seems to be over him and our topic for the day sure to be him and her.I don't even think she needs me now, as her elder sister who can be there and help her whenever she needs help.

Stop meddling with other people's affair and mine your own business.

He saw it and told me that he felt like having a break up.But we just can't let each other go.I've alreaady assured him that it won't happen again but he just won't trust me.I understand that once trust is broken, there's nothing you can do to get it fixed back.I want back his trust again, I really do.Sometimes I really don't know what he's thinking and sometimes I will get the wrong idea of the whole thing and we'll end up having cold war with each other.I don't want it to be like that.

Hopes that everything will turn out fine when I wake up tomorrow.

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥