Worked again today, but I wasn't late, surprised huh?! Met him in the morning and had breakfast, and went to work together.Was feeling quite happy actually, b***h didn't sclod me today, she was too busy with her own things to bother about me, yes!! Finally she didn't scold me for once when she's on shift!!

Did kitchen for the whole day.Tony came to work today.He's now almost bald!! And he looks sort of cute, I like touching his hair, so soft and silky.Rarely guys' hair is like that.I kept on asking him to take off his cap and let me touch his hair.Don't call me a pervert okay!! And he complained to me that he has to spend this year's Lunar New Year with no hair, I was like laughing my head off!! So hair means so much to him, now do I realised that, after being brothers with him for so long!! He's now in this government school, studying how to dismantle machines and putting them back.The whole school's is flooded with malays and he told me the ratio of malays to chinese is like 500:16.So I was like so shocked!! So many malays!! Hopes that he can learn many things out of there.

Jie-ke pissed me off today, which is like the first time after being brothers so long with him too.I was shocked when he shouted at me when we worked kitchen and made it looks like I don't have what it takes to be a good and fast assembler.He just some sort like "snatches" my station away from me and so I have to take over his grill station.WTH?! Doesn't he already knows how I work in store? I told him about it as he noticed that I was emo-ing and he went to tell Jie-Ke and Tony.I was so pissed off with him that I requested break from "potato" although I was not hungry at all.I sat at the back door and heard the 3 guys' conversation.Jie-Ke was like complaining this is the way he talks and if I wanted to throw my temper around, it was none of his control.I was like fuming mad and I wanted to shout back at him and told him that his attitude was pissing the hell out of me.But I swallowed everything down and instead of shouting, tears started welling in my eyes.If it was the old Li Hia, I've already started shouting and throwing things around.Guessed that I'm just like that, crying when I'm angry.Stupid right?

Will stay at home tomorrow to do painting in my house, and Fiona's coming over to help me.He wanted to come but his Mum asked him to drive her to get some Lunar New Year's goods.At least I still have Fiona to help.Will ask Fen to come along too if she wants.Off to Audition now!!

i love walking in the rain, so nobody knows that i'm crying..♥